Into the Clouds

Snow Flower and The secret Fan

Eight years passed, Lady Lu was 42 years old. During that time, her first son married and they had a son. Her first grandson. Her daughter was sixteen.
A day late in a fall a young girl visited Lady Lu for help. She didn’t want food nor clothing. When Lady Lu saw her face, it looks exactly like Snow Flower. She was her daughter and she was there because her mother was very sick. Snow Flower calls out Lady Lu all the time.
Which were the feelings of Lady Lu?
She was full of pain and sadness.
Lady Lu thought, she had erase Snow Flower from her memory. She thought that Snow Flower had loved her sworn sisters more than her, but all those thoughts and emotions fell away when she saw a sick and older woman in bed. Her disease had eaten the flesh around her bones and fit it to a tumor that had grown to the size of a baby inside her belly.
Lady Lu thought to get another doctor, she should eat and they needed a diviner. She wanted Snow Flower fight for her life. She had two weeks of agony where Lily care of her all the time, day and night.
What happened at night when people slept in Snow Flower’s house?
Lady Lu got into her bed, hugging her trying to alleviate her torment.
Sworn sisters always were close to Snow Flower. They watch over her for many years, so Lady Lu began to understand the consequences of her pride.
Who was Yonggang? The servant of Lady Lu
What kept her for many years? Letters, handkerchiefs, embroiders and the secret fan.
Seeing this, the last day of Snow Flower’s life they spent time together remembered special moments of their childhood. During the last conversation, Snow Flower asked her to be an aunt to her children. Lady Lu promised that.
When Snow Flower died, sworn sisters and Lady Lu bathed, dressed and decorated her with flowers. The Snow Flower body was placed in a coffin.
What Lady Lu did with all letters? She burned it to stayed with her in the afterworld.
After that, Lady Lu and three sworn sister had a conversation. They explain that they had never been sworn sisters. Snow Flower was a teacher for them, she taught nu shu, and they respect and love her for that, but she didn’t love them, she love Lady Lu.
Lady Lu couldn’t understand the real meaning of Snow Flower’s words. She had been very selfish. Lady Lu feels very sad and sorry for everything.
At the end of the charter, she wrote the last words on the fan. Saying that Snow Flower was flying over the clouds and she hope to be together someday.


Lady Lu and Snow Flower

by: Carmen García